Sian.

I am half mark away from a better grade.

I want my hair to grow faster.

I want more money.

I want school to end.

I don't want to go to school anymore.

I don't want UT.

I don't want to do my FYP.

I am in a complaining mood.

FUCKING CHINA MAN BLOCK MY WAY TODAY.

I SHOUTED AT HIM THAT THE PATHWAY HE IS STANDING ON THE ESCALATOR IS FOR WALKING!

GAHHH!

I NEED A SHAMPOO THAT CAN INCREASE THE RATE OF MY HAIR GROWTH!!!

Life.

I am just about to do my art piece.

But before that I am gonna blog about my academic path which I don't know how I should feel about it.

It seems like my bridge is already up and waiting for me to put my foot in.

It seems like my fate have been decided once my diploma changed to sports science.

I have no money.

I cannot go overseas.

But yet even if I do, I do not want to go overseas.

But I would have a better black ink on paper if I can go there.

I don't know la.

Anything from overseas seems to be better to anybody.

Like comparing Beef from Australia and from Singapore's Cow farm.

Of course from Australia more expensive, thus people thinks = nice.

I don't know about PE teacher.

TEACHER LEH.

AND I THOUGHT I WOULD NOT HAVE TO STEP INTO A SCHOOL ANYMORE.

BLOODYHELL!!!

AND I DREAD SCHOOL SO MUCH THAT I ALWAYS LEAVE STRAIGHT I AM DISMISSED.

NOW WHAT I AM DOING?!

AND ITS FOR THE SAKE OF MON-NIEEEEEE!!!

Blah.

BUT WHAT IF I CAN'T EVEN BE A PE TEACHER LO.

I GUESS I MIGHT JUST STUCK IN THE POOL FOR LIFE!

SMELL LIKE CHLORINE PERMANENTLY.

APPLYING MOISTURISERS TRIPPLY MORE THAN OTHERS.

TALKING IN SWIMMING LANGUAGE.

OMGosh.

I have no free will.

Society is a murdurer.

I want my holidays!

Internet connection never felt these good.

YAY!!!

After like 10 years I've got internet connection at home!!! (haha actually only 1-2weeks)

BUT ITS WIRELESS LEH NEHNEHS.

But right now is a vodafone, the really mobile one.

But is a selfish device.

Only one user.

Haha!

Dad's gonna change it to router tomorrow.

I don't know why that time he said gonna cancel our internet.

Now get this.

Maybe this was what he meant, not the one I thought he meant-cancel totally.

Anyway I went to cut my hair.

Had extreme mohawk at one side, shaved off totally.

Yea, cause this way I can save 6 months of cut hair bills,

save half the amount of shampoo I need to usually use and

only wipe one side of the head if I am too rush to bathe in the morning.

HAHAHAHA!

(Ok the above was crap but I really went to the saloon and I told it to ai. Wanted to scam her only, who knows she told russell too!!! Now both of them are excited for NOTHING!!! HAHAHAHAHA jokers! Hope they don't check my blog till tomorrow morning after break.)

Finally I quitted from saturday's tennis.

It was a huge relief.

I don't know.

I felt my burden on my shoulders so much lighter.

I am really too tired and busy with everything.

Stupid school work and my permanent part-time swimming job.

I can't give up either of them.

I am so sick of my FYP report that seems unabletofinished yet I've been touching up on it every week!

Stanley is off for field camp again, 3days 2nights.

I guess it would in the end be 4days 3nights.

His sergeant seems to always lie to them.

But since the 1weekworserfieldcamp is over, this one should be no kick.

But weekends cannot don't meet.

Haha!

Ok I am off to continue with my work!

I am waiting.

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My arms have patchs of dotted blood clots.

Thanks to the hard volleyball I used to practise before my BRAG game.

nehneh.

In the end didn't play that but tennis instead.

Partnered Ari against Carol and Ervin.

We played badly but still won.

I think we can retire soon.

Haha.

We all laughed madly with the umbires, linesmen, ball pickers.

But the extras were actually Ernest, Chris, Mel and Dalton.

Damn lame.

Haha.

Then played short games with Nigel against Mich and Chris.

We won tycolly.

Haha.

Must look at how Nigel plays.

But quite impressed with his performance.

Then I waited so long so leave the place and left alone.

Today have meeting with Diana Mole.

Sian I thinking whether want to bring laptop.

But also thinking if want to go for BRAG.

So in the end I came to school.

I am here to complete my post.

It was scorching hot bloody hell.

SO MANY DAYS!

School.

School's been pretty boring.

It's only second day of school.

I passed my PPT!

But am quite lost for application.

Many things are half done.

There's not enough time.

I don't know what to blog about too!

So many are turning 21!!!

WHEN IS MINE COMING!?

17 more months to be exact.

Tomorrow's 1year 1month anniversary.

I miss you.