I don't know why.

I don't know why some people are just stupid.(or I have too high expectations?)

I don't know why some people can just take life so easily.(or I took it to hard?)

I don't know why some people just do not worry about anything.(or do they just not show?)

I don't know why some people can be sooooo rich.(do I have a chance?)

I don't know why I have so many questions.(maybe I should not think.)

Finally played tennis this morning.

No comments.

Stanley got in OCS.

Very happy for me.

HAHAHA $$$!

Ok la.

Very very happy for him.

I have lifesaving test next week.

I feel like there are things I still do not know.

I don't know.

Must not fail.

Ok I don't know what to say.

I wanna sleep.

Christmas comin'!

Jingle bells.

Wednesday.

Finally it is that day of the week-Wednesday!

I can do so many things.

Spend quality time with myself at home.

HAHA!

Went swimming in the morning.

Been pet society-ing since 1plus.

JIALATS.

But not because I chiong alot but because I keep getting disconnected!

SO IRRITATING!

Must start editing my report soon.

I have 7000 plus words.

It needs to be trimmed till 3000+.

DIE LORS.

Yesterday ate sakae.

We celebrated Ben's birthday.

Crazy leh we all.

I still haven't buy anything for the pot luck.

BUY SI MI!?

Tomorrow don't feel like going school.

Forever?

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AHHH!

I have a bad neck strain.

Don't know how it came.

Last week of school.

How I wish it ended today!

There's FYP meeting later.

SIAN!

I haven't been working.

No extra income other than from my swimming.

Lifesaving tests coming soon!

Cannot fail.

I got jukebox, bed, lips sofa, gfather's clock in pet society!

HAHAHAHAHA!

It's stanley's POP tomorrow.

So freaking soon!

Cannot believe it!

I have the sudden urge to take part in next year's Standard Chartered 21Km.

But Russell said this year is the last one already.

I don't know.

But if join must train leh.

If not I think can't even complete.

I am just blogging about abstract things that come to my mind.

Christmas is coming!!!

I haven't got any idea what to buy for the pot luck.

I want to go overseas for a break!

That day had dinner with parents and their friend.

The uncle talked about living expenses and all the shyt la.

Then he said something about able to earn does not mean you are rich.

But if you can save what you earn, you are rich.

Something like that.

I WANT TO BE RICH!

A Declaration!

YAY I'M DONE WITH MY REPORT EXCEPT PIE CHART AND ABSTRACT!!!

FIVE CHEERS FOR HUIHUI!!!

HIP HIP HOORRAY!

HIP HIP HOORRAY!

HIP HIP HOORRAY!

HIP HIP HOORRAY!

HIP HIP HOORRAY!

I had an hectic week.

2 UTs and to complete my FYP report.

MADNESS!

I was so stressed!

Optimal pimple growth.

Minimal hair growth.

I still haven't find any shampoo, or rather I didn't have the time to.

Today is the last day of the week and I have a UT today which I do not need to study, luckily.

My pet society have 5000 coins.

I don't know what to buy on.

HAHAHA!!!

HOLIDAYS COMING!

STANLEY'S POP COMING!

CHRISTMAS' COMING!

Sian.

I am half mark away from a better grade.

I want my hair to grow faster.

I want more money.

I want school to end.

I don't want to go to school anymore.

I don't want UT.

I don't want to do my FYP.

I am in a complaining mood.

FUCKING CHINA MAN BLOCK MY WAY TODAY.

I SHOUTED AT HIM THAT THE PATHWAY HE IS STANDING ON THE ESCALATOR IS FOR WALKING!

GAHHH!

I NEED A SHAMPOO THAT CAN INCREASE THE RATE OF MY HAIR GROWTH!!!

Life.

I am just about to do my art piece.

But before that I am gonna blog about my academic path which I don't know how I should feel about it.

It seems like my bridge is already up and waiting for me to put my foot in.

It seems like my fate have been decided once my diploma changed to sports science.

I have no money.

I cannot go overseas.

But yet even if I do, I do not want to go overseas.

But I would have a better black ink on paper if I can go there.

I don't know la.

Anything from overseas seems to be better to anybody.

Like comparing Beef from Australia and from Singapore's Cow farm.

Of course from Australia more expensive, thus people thinks = nice.

I don't know about PE teacher.

TEACHER LEH.

AND I THOUGHT I WOULD NOT HAVE TO STEP INTO A SCHOOL ANYMORE.

BLOODYHELL!!!

AND I DREAD SCHOOL SO MUCH THAT I ALWAYS LEAVE STRAIGHT I AM DISMISSED.

NOW WHAT I AM DOING?!

AND ITS FOR THE SAKE OF MON-NIEEEEEE!!!

Blah.

BUT WHAT IF I CAN'T EVEN BE A PE TEACHER LO.

I GUESS I MIGHT JUST STUCK IN THE POOL FOR LIFE!

SMELL LIKE CHLORINE PERMANENTLY.

APPLYING MOISTURISERS TRIPPLY MORE THAN OTHERS.

TALKING IN SWIMMING LANGUAGE.

OMGosh.

I have no free will.

Society is a murdurer.

I want my holidays!

Internet connection never felt these good.

YAY!!!

After like 10 years I've got internet connection at home!!! (haha actually only 1-2weeks)

BUT ITS WIRELESS LEH NEHNEHS.

But right now is a vodafone, the really mobile one.

But is a selfish device.

Only one user.

Haha!

Dad's gonna change it to router tomorrow.

I don't know why that time he said gonna cancel our internet.

Now get this.

Maybe this was what he meant, not the one I thought he meant-cancel totally.

Anyway I went to cut my hair.

Had extreme mohawk at one side, shaved off totally.

Yea, cause this way I can save 6 months of cut hair bills,

save half the amount of shampoo I need to usually use and

only wipe one side of the head if I am too rush to bathe in the morning.

HAHAHAHA!

(Ok the above was crap but I really went to the saloon and I told it to ai. Wanted to scam her only, who knows she told russell too!!! Now both of them are excited for NOTHING!!! HAHAHAHAHA jokers! Hope they don't check my blog till tomorrow morning after break.)

Finally I quitted from saturday's tennis.

It was a huge relief.

I don't know.

I felt my burden on my shoulders so much lighter.

I am really too tired and busy with everything.

Stupid school work and my permanent part-time swimming job.

I can't give up either of them.

I am so sick of my FYP report that seems unabletofinished yet I've been touching up on it every week!

Stanley is off for field camp again, 3days 2nights.

I guess it would in the end be 4days 3nights.

His sergeant seems to always lie to them.

But since the 1weekworserfieldcamp is over, this one should be no kick.

But weekends cannot don't meet.

Haha!

Ok I am off to continue with my work!

I am waiting.

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My arms have patchs of dotted blood clots.

Thanks to the hard volleyball I used to practise before my BRAG game.

nehneh.

In the end didn't play that but tennis instead.

Partnered Ari against Carol and Ervin.

We played badly but still won.

I think we can retire soon.

Haha.

We all laughed madly with the umbires, linesmen, ball pickers.

But the extras were actually Ernest, Chris, Mel and Dalton.

Damn lame.

Haha.

Then played short games with Nigel against Mich and Chris.

We won tycolly.

Haha.

Must look at how Nigel plays.

But quite impressed with his performance.

Then I waited so long so leave the place and left alone.

Today have meeting with Diana Mole.

Sian I thinking whether want to bring laptop.

But also thinking if want to go for BRAG.

So in the end I came to school.

I am here to complete my post.

It was scorching hot bloody hell.

SO MANY DAYS!

School.

School's been pretty boring.

It's only second day of school.

I passed my PPT!

But am quite lost for application.

Many things are half done.

There's not enough time.

I don't know what to blog about too!

So many are turning 21!!!

WHEN IS MINE COMING!?

17 more months to be exact.

Tomorrow's 1year 1month anniversary.

I miss you.

whoohoo.

It's been a long time since I came online.

Was out since saturday with teo teo.

H-A-P-P-I-N-E-S-S!!!

It was a jobless weekend except for tennis.

Swimming pool unstable waters for the kids.

Meaning no 5th week break for the coming month!!!

Luckily pay not really affected.

HAHA.

Today I am a good girl.

I was alone.

Swam, tanned, packed my bloody messy room, tennised.

Tomorrow most likely home too.

Haven't started on my report.

Dies.

I AM WORKING ZOVB ON FRIDAY.

Like a first time excited leh.

I think cuz I today revert only and today I got that slot.

The slots were out since Saturday but yet I got it though so late then reply.

MONEY COME MONEY COME!!!

I can't wait!!!

It's Friday!

Like finally!!!

But doubt today get to see stanley.

Anyway yesterday it was the first time I went LV and GUCCI.

The prices kinda lame.

I don't know.

I wouldn't buy a pair of shoes worth a thousand and walk around on the streets!

It's like stepping on my dollar notes!

Just now I checked my atm transaction receipts.

I realised I use money like water.

Luckily recently never use so much.

Must change.

Ok art discussion starting.

Time flies.

Lucky.

Now I am supposed to be doing my RJ.
Then get ready to meet the rest at Sentosa.
Haha.
Last night was crazy.
We went Minds Cafe to play games.
Then dinner and tau huey.
We found out many things there.
But what's there, stay's there.
Luckily they are all there to make every moment funny.
If not I'd be gloomy the whole day.
Ahhh this reminded me about the bad things, again.
HATE IT.

I have an underwear with three or more colours on it.

not motivated.

I am freaking pissed with my biomechanic's.
Why is it that even when I contributed so much to group and class yet I can still get B!?
Why is it that I hit the point of the day yet I can still get B!?
I was so confident of getting an A!!!
Seriously, CB.
Now I know why no A, CB consist of "C" and "B", no "A" inside.
Nehneh.
But I think it could be due to no worksheet submitted.
Then I hope it's the whole group kena downgraded.
KANINAS MANS.
I get so agitated nowadays almost about every single thing.
I am so moody.
Argh.
NEVERMIND.
But at least I am happy no one knows my new PUMA bag is from PUMA.
HAHAHAHAHA.
I don't know.
But I felt that PUMA is kinda low-class brand.
Surprisingly, Russell said that it's a cool sports brand.
So whatever la k.
I realised I have increasingly many "best friends" around. (applies to lulu)
And every now and then she sees our "best friends".
Today we got a new "best friend".
A self-invite "best friend".
I found out I've got a weird facilitator who is a gamer who meets up with her guild members.
So ftw lo.
And disagrees with me that piercings are irrational and that has got nothing to do with profession.
CB again la.
What can be rational to you can be what is irrational to me.
I do not have to follow your definitions lo.
Bah.
I just want to complain la.

Is love reality?

PPT.

Had to skip school for PPT today.

It isn't tough nor easy.

Yet I am afraid of failing one of the stations.

I would have to go for EPT soon too.

If one of these tests fail, I would be utterly disappointed.

I don't know if I would continue with PE.

BAH.

I shouted a lot during my swimming class.

There were 11 of them.(Not full strength yet.)

5 indians just popped out of nowhere.

They are not regulars I heard.

They are going for Gold yet swim slower than my Silvers.

NehNeh.

So tired and stressed.

I have a busy weekend.

And it's not those-busy-dating kind.

my students taught me how to have selective hearing.

freakin' bored.

I am so random huh?

I don't know why.

But felt like doing up a blog over again.

I can't make up my mind nowadays.

My memory is failing too.

Good job.

8 more days.